Boo ! Im home. Haha. Its only 11.56am and i left school at 10.40am. Haha. Lied to the teacher that i was sick so now im home. Haha. Im fucking tired plus sleepy luhs ! Gonna hit da bed after this. Ytd went to stacy`s house to bai nian. Her room is fucking nice, haha ! I like it~ After slacking in her hse, we headed to hg plaza to eat. The chee cheong fun is damn power ! Just thinking about it makes my mouth water ! Haha. Gonna get mom to buy it for me later. I swear that i will marry anyone who brings me there everyday to eat it. Haha.. Okay, i sound like a fucking pig. ;x

I realised i`ve changed alot ever since i broke up with marcus. Not in a good way though. I`ve become more guai lan, i went back to my old ways and i dont care about my studies now and im doing my o levels this year. I guess its because i have no one to watch over me or control me thats why im like that. Zzz.. Im one girl who really needs someone to take care of if not i`ll go astray and i`ll xue huai very quickly. I am super money faced now. I dont go for love anymore, i look at the person and see if he has money, car or bike. If he has, i will just fuck care and make friends with tht person which i know its damn dumb ! When i was with marcus, i didnt care about money @ all, i didnt care if marcus had any money or not and i couldnt understand why he always said that money was impt. After breaking up with him, my heart has hardened and i dont want to love anymore. I dont want to love another person like how i loved marcus because im afraid of getting myself hurt again. Arghs ! So confused now. I know im throwing myself down to the pits but yet, i allow myself to fall. When will someone love me more den i love him? Hais.. If only i could be a fuck it and just not care about anything in this whole damned fucked up world! Hahs.

Im going to bed now. I guess its bcos im sleepy thats why im typing this whole load of shit ! Lols.. Alrights. Bye ~ =D